Twenty Five

17 October 1990 Alhamdulillah. That night, right before the clock struck midnight, I looked back at the events and happenings that mad...

17 October 1990

Alhamdulillah.
That night, right before the clock struck midnight, I looked back at the events and happenings that made me 24. I didn't expect to grow that much within a year. I was thrown into unexpected situations and was forced to pick myself up. 

There were many and I mean crazy many unhappy events. I was thrown into the darkest of places and had to slowly pick up the pieces of my heart that was blown up. It wasn't easy. Life truly hasn't been easy for me. Not for someone who has her life planned out. Everything that I wanted in life was suddenly out of reach. 

I shed a few tears remembering the bittersweet memories. All that's left are just memories. I want to only remember the good ones in life. I may not have forgotten and forgiven the ones who have hurt me yet, but I hope in time, I will be healed. I pray that I will be given strength to go on with life. 

When I was transported back to the present, I was reminded of how blessed I was. I was surrounded by many people who loved me. I was loved everywhere. 

I didn't have any wishlist this year. I have everything that I wanted and needed. I only asked for people to make du'a for me. 

I prayed for strength, health, wealth, happiness, success and the ability to love genuinely.

Allah has better plans for me. In Him I trust. 

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