Spontaneity

A part of me always want to go to the airport, randomly buy a ticket to anywhere and get lost. However, being the mouse that I am, it w...

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A part of me always want to go to the airport, randomly buy a ticket to anywhere and get lost. However, being the mouse that I am, it will almost never happen. 

Now, if you remember a few birthdays back, I wanted to do anything crazy. I asked around for ideas because I wanted to enjoy life as it is. At that point, I was tired of my routines and norms. For many years, my birthdays was spent going to the mall and shop. Eat fancy food, get presents and go home. That particular year, I was out of it. 

I remembered that year, I wanted to do something crazy (by my definition). I  wanted to go swimming in the sea at night. And swimming at night I did. I was stalked by a bottomless man in the water and many other funny scenes that night. But I went home ridiculously happy. It was not a typical, celebrate my birthday and eat cake kind of party but it was the best celebration because of the stupid incident that happened. 

For most of my youth, I spent time following the rules. Rules that society made. Rules that my job made. Rules that my friends told me. Rules that my ancestors made that I am not even sure if they made sense. I have always been following by the rules of others. I cared too much what other people think. I wanted to appease the crowd. To a point where I lost my very own identity.

It wasn't until one day when I decided to live simply. By living simply, I wanted to live by my own rules. I wanted to make my own rules. Truthfully, that was the best decision I have ever made all my life.

I made so many spontaneous decisions. There are those I still question why I made them but I never regret one. I wanted to live life to the fullest. With limits of course.

I did so many things I never thought I would. I began enjoying the little things that life has to offer. I began enjoying my company. I was only trying to please myself.

And because of all that spontaneous decisions and sometimes stupid ideas, I gained so many experiences and memories. I can finally look back at the year on the night before my birthday and give myself a pat on the back.

So what's my crazy plan this time? That picture above is my clue. I randomly bought tickets to somewhere and will be leaving on Saturday!

Can you guess where I will be heading to next?

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