Dear FatiinAugust 28, 2016
Dearest Fatiin, I don't know at what age you will read this but if you do read this in the future, I hope everything is working...
I don't know at what age you will read this but if you do read this in the future, I hope everything is working out for you. I wonder when your husband met you. I wonder how he met you.
Did you get your dream wedding? Or did you have to suck it up and please others still?
I do hope you are doing something you love. If you are still writing, I hope you never stop. If you already have a book published, I hope you are not fretting over sales. Remember that once you wanted to publish because you want to hold on to your words, literally.
Are you still travelling? I hope you are. You better! I am so envious of the places you visited without me. If you had gone alone, I hope it was meaningful and full of self reflection everywhere you go. I am sure the air in another land feels different.
I really hope you are still blogging and not reading this while lamenting over the fact that you've stopped something you once loved. This blog has been an avenue to express myself and I really do hope you continue to inspire people around the world.
Do you already have children? I would die to meet them! They must be beautiful. You are probably tired to your bones but I am sure it is all worthwhile. I hope you told them about me. The places we've been to, the challenges we faced and the victories we celebrated together.
I hope you are genuinely happier with life now. Whatever happened in the past was meant to be a life lesson. If you are still alone right now, I hope it is by choice. I hope that it is because you are too fabulous and too busy handling your dreams that you have no time for stupid love.
You were awesome then and you will always be awesome. You pulled through your darkest days. You remained strong although there are days when you just feel like giving up. If ever you feel like giving up, think of me. I hope your curve is now on top, overlooking me.
At any point in your life that you read this again, I want to tell you how proud I am of you.
Fatiin, I hope to meet you soon.